There are people around who don't understand you and your thinking, does it but does it really matter? You are your own master and must be responsible for your actions. Start out saying no to people want too much of you and maybe they will then start to understand. And start saying please to more loving.
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Because you have the sun in Pisces, you also have planet earth in Virgo. You can locate yourself and reach the earth by starting an exercise program. Visit your local park and display some plants in your work area.
Suggestion, Free yourself of the chains of fate and destiny. Believe in your self. Change your ways to a positive person, a person with sexual drive.